Watikah hari ini adalah...

Mak dah mula recce baju, tudung, Naelofar, Marshmellow, Oshascarf, dan segala yang ada. Mak ni dah hilang akai ka. Banyak benda lain belum settle lagi. 

But somehow tengah tengahari ni, I feel wounded. Ngapa eh? Maybe bikos... orang yang tak menjaga sensitiviti orang lain. Yeah, that must be it. But why wounded? Aku pulak yang over nak fefeelingkan mangsa kejadian pulak kan? But that's just how I feel. That's what I usually rasa pun sebenarnya.

You know... Orang yang paling brutal, kasar, kurang ajar, keras etc; are really the ones who are softest at heart. Do you know this fakta? The fakta is true. I'm living it. 

Today keluar results UPSR 2017. The standard bar cuma naik 1% je compared to last year. Dah takpelah. Yang penting tu EQ anak-anak. Yang membabitkan mencapai expectations diri sendiri dan keluarga diorang.

Alahai anak-anak. Kalau awak senantiasa cemerlang, please be humble and stay, review periodically on your humbleness. Kalau you tidak cemerlang and have to try, it's okay. It only builds you in dimensions that other people don't get. At least you'll know you'll try harder next time kan? And you're built not to give up. It's different dari orang yang sentiasa cemerlang. You tak putus mencuba. So when you fall, it doesn't hurt as much to compare with kalau yang always on top ni kecundang.

You get what I'm saying? Paling penting for me is you are humble, and you have EQ. Be compassionate. That's what lacking in this world. And that is what's needed in this world.

Oklah. Babai.

Masih ada yang baca ke?

Watikah hari ini adalah...

Dalam dunia penuh visual i.e. Instagram and Facebook, ada ke orang nak baca blog lagi? 

Biasalah kita orang Malaya. Kengkadang baca tapi langsung takde feedback, kita rasa pun kita dok tulis syok sendiri je la kan. Tapi memang kot sedari awal macam tu, syok sendiri. Mak tak gelak pun. Agaknya sebab mood agak terbalik-balik.

Tadi pagi surfing jumpa gambar matching kat tekak, lasagna and cajun prawn fettuccine. Mana nak carik kat sini? Kena pegi TGIF for the cajun prawn. Lasagna kena buat sendiri sambil menangis. Ya, Mak tak tau kenapa setiap kali Mak buat lasagna, Mak akan menangis. Usaha tangga kejayaan dia macam different sangat timezone. Terasa macam kat Italy je setiap kali. Aw.

Berbalik kepada para atas, ada ke orang baca lagi ni? I don't insta you know. I'm so not very the visual. For me it's just a front, a bunch of duplicates that has no content, emotional weight. Even if I share tampal on mine, it has to mean something to me before I tampal. And why am I telling you all this? Persimpangan dilema ke apa? Tak kan? Tak kot.

I think I will settle for a little J love for myself. I have been feeling crappy, sappy and all the Pys. I should deliver something to myself. Dah habis stalk Justin-Selena pun siang ni sebab Mak tak boleh terima okay, dan Mak tak restu perhubungan diorang ni. Si Abel ni pulak dok la release a person if you love them. Sesudah le. I know you love her, Abel. WTH are you letting her go? Eh tetiba pulak citer diorang ni. Pecah rahsia I. 

In the value of this life, it's you that matters. You, and you, and you. Because money can help create multiple areas of happiness, but it never buy genuine happiness.