Monday 9 March 2020

9 March 2020 - Fokus Balik Kepada Hati

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Welkam 2020. 

Pelbagai jenis emosi berbait, berbolak-balik dalam tempoh berapa bulan ni di tanah airku Malaysia kan? Mestilah cara penyelesaian masalah pun dalam cara grade tertinggi jugak. How thrilling the mind works. Macam mana pun aku sangat bersyukur kita masih ada perpaduan yang baik dan tak menggunakan sebarang kekerasan pun, unlike some other countries going through political changes.

Now I write more on FB. Dari status nak up biasa, dah terjadi macam blog posting. Enjoyable sebab it's more direct. I hoped that this blog could possibly be up again but it's like, died and no other way to revive it selain dari tulis review so that it could pop up when people search for something. 

Sayang tau. Dah sepuluh tahun kot benda ni running. Cik Adik dulu umur 2 tahun, sekarang dah UPSR. 10 years oredi now.

At this point, aku takde citer la. Nothing specific cuma cam, nak merekodkan pada masa ini, Malaysia is having the 2nd wave of Covid-19 (Corona Virus). The first wave was end of January/early February 2020. So far no fatality. 

Patient #26 is a father to Abang Long's classmate. We were all so surprised and sadden when his mom broke it out to the class WhatsApp group. It's good that I don't see the conversation in the group be flooded and shared elsewhere - not even into the school's all form levels. 

We respect that it is a hard time for them, for him. 

We felt the need to protect the information. Not to raise panic. Keep everyone calm. No one rushing for shots or tests. Only the need to be quiet. And hope that the family does well.

So last Friday, she informed the class that the family is clear from their 2-week quarantine. They are no longer suspects but will continue to quarantine themselves for another week or 2 for the benefit of the public. Sebulanlah nanti anak yang SPM bound will be out of school.

However, Patient #26 is still being treated. No news yet of his progress. I just hope everything will be well. It is a trying time for him, his family, his environment and the whole nation. And a fraction has been quite mean about it. But they forget that some things, you never had full control off from the start. Just, move forward.

Adakah blog ini tetiba menjadi my hidden thoughts and feelings pocket? I think it probably just did. I mean, I put all my nonsense out in FB. 

Aku harap kalau korang baca ni, setakat baca je lah. Tak payah nak forward forward. 

Aku menulis ni pun sekadar meluahkan rasa. I don't know if I can think or handle if I terbabit dalam situasi sama. Having to handle perasaan risau diri sendiri terhadap suami, anak-anak, sekolah, neighbours, family, extended families, friends, friends of friends, business people. Ni kan pulak masyarakat ramai dah bersuarakan pendapat.

Okaylah. Kabinet baru pun dah tersusun kot by now. Malam ni, sampai esok hangat cerita lain pulak kan? So kita jadi apa? Kita just make our environment work. Tu je. At least, that is for me. 

Akhir kata, aku mendoakan Patient #26 sembuh. Kedengaran pada saat aku menulis ni, keadaannya, sedang tidak meyakinkan. Semoga dia diberikan kekuatan tubuh badan, dan diberikan kekuatan diri untuk keluarganya selangsung-langsungnya.  

Semoga semua dipermudahkan.



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