Friday, 3 June 2011

this morning's journey and lists


>>> I ekceli wrote this on 22 July 2010.  Dono why it never got through.  It must've been one of those days...


"Watikah hari ini adalah...

Jap jap.  Nak nulis nih...  Tapi aku memerlukan suasana.  Nak kena buat kofi panas satu for myself.  Diharap bersabar ya. 

Dah.  Kofi dah siap.  Sekejap je sebab hari ni aku rasa nak senang je lah.  Pakek Nescafe Gold dalam sachet je.  Mentara tu I noticed that...  I have a lot of cleaning and clearing to do.  A lot a lot a lot a lot a lot of it!  Ceh.  Then there comes the question.  When will I get to bring the kids to the clinic pulak?
Nemind.  Let's begin one by one. 

Last Night
The kids were restless.  Abang Long has been okay but still monitoring since he has been needing off and on the nebuliser.  Cik Adik and Abang Ngah dua-dua nose blocked, bad flu, bad cough, chesty, wailing, dedar, slight fever.  You know.  The scratchy, itchy throat and lung chesty cough with profuse flu tu. 

So this morning, Cik Adik and Abang Ngah telah dinebuliserkan oleh Pawpaw mereka.


This Morning
Laki dah sebut sekian waktu dah lewat sebab this morning's arrangement was to send him to Komuter pagi ni.  Aku masih tergolek-golek atas katil.  Bila tak sihat, budak tak nak lepaskan kita.  When I did, I just decided yang since bebudak tak sihat macam ni, maybe I should take leave to bring them to clinic, monitor, get them to rest and etc lah kan.  Kebetulan pun boss is out of office today.  Easier to go.  But whatever it is, I'd still have to masuk opis jugak to clear all cups and saucers from yesterday's meetings.  [Opis takde pantry lady ye.  Harap maklum.]
So I went on to mandi mentara the kids is distracted by the father with the nebuliser.  Terus je siap.  Bapaknya terpinga jap sebab I sauk semua bag macam nak gi keje.  Memang nak gi keje pun.  So I explained to him on the way out.  Jam tu kesian tengok bebudak.  Sorang dah meraung terbaring kat tengah porch.  Lagi sorang terduduk melabuh siku ke lutut muka sedey gila okei...  Yang lagi sorang tu, tak bangun-bangun.  Yang itu, memang la pandai tido; tapi bila soh tido...  Kalo ko tak kata nak punish dia, harus ko yang tido dulu dari dia.  Hah.


The Journey to Dropping Off Encik Black
So I drove out.  Komuter would be so ramai orang.  Ini lelaki harus tiba di KL town area so he'd have to interchange to Putra-LRT pulak.  La la la...  He got dropped off direct kat Putra-LRT Kelana Jaya station terus.  I was kind of worried of the jam.  It had been so long since I drove into town in the mornings.  Ada la kut ter-cuss sikit kenapa I tak naik je NPE via Subang terus hantar mamat ni sampai opis.  But it got easier when we got to the turn off into KJ.

Then he was advising me which option of road for me to take.  He said, I could go on straight to NKVE.  I was, "Huh?"  Okei.  Korang tak paham eh?  Haha.  Aku tak pikir pun lagi cemana aku nak balik.  All I knew, the road from KL-Klang biasanya smoother dari Klang-KL route.  So I was still la la la. 

He got dropped much earlier than we expected sebab kebetulan ada kereta parking kat tepi jalan, dropping off a passenger yang memang nampaknya nak pi naik train tu.  Kitorang memang tak familiar ngan jalan tu...  To where should we stop to drop people off.  So kitorang pun stop je la sekali, just in case jalan kat depan tu berpagar macam at the point where kitorang berenti tu.  That would be a really hefty walk to the pedestrian bridge.  But he was already dropped off.  When I dah ke depan sikit, baru nampak that he actually could have been dropped off nearer to the bridge.

The Journey After Dropping Off Encik Black
I pun drive la dari Stesen Kelana Jaya tu nak patah balik ke opis.  Easiest turn off is NKVE biar turun terus kat exit Klang, terus turun masuk simpang masuk opis.  So I drove on taking the road jalan terus...  Siap lalu bawah terowong...  Pastu tu nampak One Utama...  Then I was like...  Kat mana la aku nak kena masuk ni?  Haha.  Tengok signboards.  Blur.  Dah sampai Curve baru la I was like, "E'e'ne..."  So buat la U-turn.  Beratur dengan sabarnya.  Naik turun fly-overs sampai la balik kat atas terowong tu to get into NKVE.  Haha.  Karut tak?  Haha.

Surprisingly, I got in the office around the same time as everyone else.

Ugly Fact
I haven't put on a watch for quite some time and the clock in the car would always say that the time 15:00-ish so I have to depend on my mobile to check the time.

And I just realised that I left my phone at home... ... ...

Right Now
So right now, I'm still blogging...  The stale kofis and mugs and saucers and teaspoons and cups and glasses (yeah, you get what I mean) are still sitting there for me to stare.  I finished my cup of kofi many minutes ago. 
The Things I Need To Settle In The Ofis
  • Washing, drying, storing back those things.
  • Clearing all bits and papers strewn front and back of the office.
  • Sort the small receipts out neatly.
  • Shred the whatevers.
  • Verify and print what has been emailed to me.

The Things I Need To Actually Do
The ofis housekeeping.
Relocate the other 2 medical cards that I have misplaced from the previous trips to the clinic.
Bring the kids to the clinic.
Sort the kids out.
Sort a little something out for this evening.
New Insert:  Gi kedai pasal baju.

The Additional Things That I Need To Do
Sort out Cik Adik's bajus; yang mana muat, yang mana tak muat, yang mana belum muat.  Tedious process la ni.
Jahit kaki seluar laki sebelum dia berbunyik buat kali kedua.  Haha.
Gi kedai pi beli sayur.
Find myself a good book.
Sort out baju-baju the boys pulak.
Oh oh oh.  I lupa I need to go to the kedai about the baju...  Oh.  Bagaimana harusku lakukan pula...  This needs to into the list of The Things I Need To Actually Do.  Let me put this in jap.  Ok.  Dah.



Why in the world to I have to sumbat and do everything today?  Maybe I sendiri rasa just in case I really need to not be in the office tomorrow, depending on the kids punya well-being. 

So okei lah.  Pit-stop bilik air dulu.
Babai."


Thursday, 2 June 2011

Oh oh oh oh oh

Watikah hari ini adalah...

I haven't been writing for so long.  I want to write but I have so many things on my mind.  I oso kenot simply merepek.  Mebe it's oso bikos I've exhausted myself out to merepek.  So I become a sitting duck only.  I also have to keep my trap shut.  Just because it's the best way to solve everything.  Dan Allah akan lebey menyayangiku dengan cara yang begitu.

Sekarang ni I tengah cari info on summon on JPJ's web page.  I think the picture of the man on the front screen should stop dyeing his hair black.  It doesn't go very well with ageing skin. 

Arrgh.

Maybe I can learn to appreciate myself for a while by listing how many things I've done since this morning. 

Ya Ampun...  Sign claim pun tak reti nak letak nama ke? 

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...
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Aku rasa sangat tragis.  *haish*  Dah lah system lagging sikit ni.



WWWAAARGGGHHH!!!
[dalam hati je. promise]


Kopi dah minum.  Air dah minum.  I have to betulkan my diet.  Lagi the more I am at the edge, the more I'll simply sapu off the table.  Dan juga dari meja orang.  Unless mekanan itu bukan menjadi selera saya.  So tiadalah mekanan di atas meja saya untuk hari ini. 

Dah.  Saya nak kena sambung buat surat. 

*Saya mau suami saya!*
{{Silalah datang peluk cium saya sekejap, pastu you can go back to your opis. Caaan???}} 


Tuesday, 31 May 2011

Huru-hara

I've been so occupied I want to vomit. Nak vomit jawab email. Nak vomit pikir esok hari.

Blekh! Blekh!! Blekh!! --> this would be in the largest font in RED if I could!

Malam ni pun kena buli. Diorang uli Mak diorang macam roti. Panjat sana, raba sana, jilat situ, panjat entah memana entah. Dasar mengantuk. Huru-hara tahapahapatah.

Saya pun... Sampai najis pun tertinggal di tengah jalan. Hahahahaha. Lantak ler engkorang nak pikir tu cemana.

Dah la ada sikit PMS. Nak ngemas pun tak nyempat. Jeles je tengok opismet sesedap main shredder. Gua pun tingin gak. Tapi dok nyempat. Itu, main shredder kalu, kena satu hari suntuk lari dari komputer, tepon, printer, tetikus dan berbagai jenis menatang lagi.

Sigh. Aku sangat... Berharap, intention untuk tidak offend enibadi tidak menjadi sesuatu yang menyentuh jiwa raga sanubari enibadi.

Ah. Sudahlah. I hope I can sleep through tonight.

Now I'm simply huru-hara.

Nadia.Is.Huruhara
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Monday, 30 May 2011

Seakansawan

Watikah hari ini adalah...

Aku seakansawan.  Bukan.  Ko salah baca tu.  Bukan angkasawan.  Macam pening.

Hidup begitu ceria hari ni.  Sangat ceria sehinggakan aku rasa mungkin aku memerlukan 5 shots of cappucinno dan lepas tu gi melalak ke klinik sebab overshot hinggakan kena sakit tekak and migraine attack. 


I'm not sleeping.  Ai seriyes dengan yu ni...


Kenot open my eyes.  But yet, people call me left and right.  I thought I had caught up with last Friday but alas, Friday has caught up with me today.  Even kalau aku pinjam cimata apek tu pun tak kan menjadi.  ...Bikos people call me lei.  They kenot see me waaat...

Saya perlu kofi.

Tengs.

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

Tepuk-tepuk dahi

Watikah hari ini adalah...

Apa nak jadi ngan aku ni...  Dah tua pun ya...  Tapi sedangkan orang tua yang aku tau pun takde sampai tahap aku sekarang ni.  To think of it, I may be that old senile pompuan yang menyusahkan orang sebab dia sendiri nyampah ngan diri sendiri sebab begitu begitu.  Begitu. 

Semalam aku teringat yang transport Memi tak sihat.  So I called her, asking her how the kids are gonna get to school.  I was trying to see and was considering asking my boss to go out early for lunch to send them off if Memi couldn't.  So she tells me it's getting fixed now and hopefully she could send them on time and paused.  She then calmly asked me.

Memi:  Mak, bukan ke Abang Long pergi sekolah dengan van?

Omaigod.  MasyaAllah.  Apakah.  Benar. 

Then petang sikit she texted me saying that Miss C is demam so she gets to go off early.  Okay la so that I'm aware I kena pegi lah sekolah to fetch Abang Long petang tu. 

And the conversation went.

Me: Today is Tuesday so it's 6:30pm?

Me: Eh.

Me: Monday ek?

Me: Hish I ni...  Apa nak jadi

Memi: Monday Mak!!!!!

Me: Yeah yeah! *gambor tutup mata*

Memi: Haiyooooo

Memi: Yes 6:30pm

Me: Ok *thumbs up* *gambor tutup mata* *gambor star*

Memi: *gambo kopi*

Me: Yeah...  *sigh*

Ni ada kut maknanya nak kena khatam AlQuran ni... 


Supergran has got better memory than me kut...
What happened to the story la ha...
Supergran, are you okei?

Sekian.

Monday, 23 May 2011

Mentor Sunday

Watikah hari ini adalah...

I don't follow Mentor.  But semalam dapat la tangkap the final 4 punya show.  I thought the performance by Edry's girl was nice with the layout of the stage and all.  And Shiha, I think, she can sing with a full package with looks, moves and all la. 

Then came Black out to sing. 

Terus cakap kat laki akak, "Ya Allah.  Wujud lagi ke lagu-lagu macam ni (jiwa rentan)??!"  Seriously aku sangka sudah pupus sub-species begitu.  Well, laki aku tak sihat so dia cuma cakap lagu tu tak sesuai dengan Black je.  Eleh.  Kalau dia sihat pun dia akan cakap lagu tu tak sesuai dengan Black je.  Jiwa dia suci.  Haha.  Dah la pakai baju rock kapak bandana merata-rata.  Jaket kulit tu lagi.  Sekali nyanyi... 

Ala. 

Ala Black ni. 

Yu saje je tau.  Buat I rasa macam tarik rambut, hentak kaki dan berguling dari atas rumah hingga ke taman permainan kanak-kanak kat depan rumah tu, patah balik - on REPEAT sampai lagu abes.  It was like, "Seriously??!!!"  Lagu gayut cintan tak ke mana. Sofea Jane la.  Dewi Aleeya la.  Cliche tau.  Hang tau dok cliche?  Sofea Jane akak boley tahanlah lagi.  But Dewi Aleeya? 

[pause]

Are you serious?? 

Are you really serious about it man???

And you're proud of it too.... .... ....  [deadpan tone]

*tepok dahi*


He made me feel so like this
..... ..... .....

Anyway...  Throughout the day was warm.  I made brunch on Sunday. 

Nasi Lemak dengan ayam masak berempah, sambal sotong and apa tu...  ikan cencaru cili.  Aku main belasah je part ikan cencaru tu.  Tak penah buat.  Maid aku buat, macam tak masak je cili merah tu.  For sure, masaklah tapi macam tak best.  Laki terus sound jangan masak lagi, kat maid aku tu lah.  Sekali aku buat berani mati ni.  Rasa makanan adalah begitu penting.  Eeeee.  Oleh itu terus-teruslah Alhamdulillahhirabbilalamin...

Walau bagaimanapun, aku doa panjang tu masa goreng itu ikan.  Kenapa pulak ya?  Well, so far dalam banyak-banyak percubaan aku memasak dari sup, ke ayam, ke daging, ke berkuah, ke goreng berempah...  Aku sangat fail dengan goreng ikan.  Haha.  Entah.  Mungkin aku terlalu cepat or aku tak sabar.  Oleh itu, aku dok tepis-tepis kata kat maid, "Tengok ikan tu," mentara aku buat benda lain kekunun aku is the berry berry bizi gitu.  At one time tu macam dia tak flip pun ikan tu and so I did.  The tail of one fish broke.  Haha.  Then I flipped it again later on.  The tail of the other fish ALMOST broke.  *aih*

But the heat made me feel so restless.  Putting the kids to sleep was difficult.  Putting myself to sleep was difficult oso.  Lagi-lagi bila you are so tired.  Nak berdiri pun kaki sakit.  Ugh.  Me and my weight.  It made me feel agitated.  With the kids wanting to be ON me literally.  Like, "HEEELLLOOOOOooo... Mak ko belengas pun nak tenggek gak kat sini keeeeeee....????"

Well, obviously they didn't care.  Begitulah...



Thursday, 19 May 2011

Ahahaha

Watikah hari ini adalah...

I know I haven't written in a long time.  That would mean there are too many things that is happening or, aku sedang tak stress.  So...  Apakah maksud itu...  Sedangkan my daily staple reads pun tak terbaca.  Own blog page pun kekadang tak terbukak. 

Eee.  Kenapa macam tragis?  Macam lelagu pop rock cintan tahun era late 80's/90-an yang aku dok kedengaran sepetang tadi?  Eee.  {shudder}  Ia cuma mengingatkan aku of bad hair, bad makeup and awkward half-way boys.  Oh.  All of that with loose button up patterned shirts with ties in tights.  Ahahaha.





 
How did I come from that era?  Boleh tak tanak ngaku?  Boleh kut.  Bikos I was very American Top Ten and Solid Gold girl.  He he.

Okey la dah.

7 Tahun

Watikah hari ini adalah... My goodness.  Lama gila tak teringat at this blog.  I wonder if people still visit here, lol.  So, by now, a lot ...