Watikah hari ini adalah...
Today is going pretty much alright. But all I know is that I'm so mengantuk. Ngantuk sesangat. Macam nak bersungut gak. Bersungut sesungut macam Abang Ngah. Budak tu, bunyiknya, dari tingkat atas hingga ke dapur boleh dengar. Tapi Mak tak lah sehebat tu. Mak, biasa-biasa je...
After so long, there are a few things that I get to discover.
One was about the value of friendship. It's the value of trust and understanding.
Two, was the value of friendship on the aspect of sincerity.
Well, so maybe it's just all about friendship lah. Haha.
Friends are hard to come by. I'm talking about BFFs. For me, at least. Dah bermacam-macam teori diketengahkan. Dan bila dah tetua bangka ni baru la settled in a bit with the theories. Some tell me I'm self-absorbed. Well then again, maybe I am. Connecting the dots is like, being lost in a hiking trail for me. So of course I take more time and need to talk it out to understand WTH it is I'm trying to get at!
Okeh. Sorry. Tertinggi sora jap.
But to find real people who can actually take me as I am at this age... I'm just thankful we crossed paths.
My quirkiness that they say, they find it amusing. They don't hamper me down with being weird. I just realized that I can be funny. When I get depressed, they allow me space for me to understand it and gives me a push of direction while listening to me rant about it. And how I appreciate it cause I know I can drone til your ears bleed!
Then I discovered something that could've been rectified 10 years ago. But then again, what's the point of telling it now. And I take it as God's saying it's not meant to be and it wouldn't be something good for me to continue with. So... done lah.
For my BFFs, I just want to know, I love you guys.
Alhamdulillah. We meet again all in time.
Thank you Allah.