Kelas Eksesais

Watikah hari ini adalah...

Aku nervous sebenarnya. Belum apa-apa dah gugup. Sebab I was coaxed to join kelas bersenam. Hahaha. Kalau korang gelak pun aku tak kisah sebab hahaha... Just because...

Last week was the first class. Ramai yang baru first time. Aku ni idok le first time, tapi I pernah fill in untuk other people yang tak dapat attend class tersebut. Time tu gigih lagi boleh nak ikut instructor dia. Tapi in the class last week, terasa macam aku pulak nak sekolah kan cikgu tu hahaha...

So bikos I couldn't keep up, this was what I did mostly... 

Kesian kot kat orang lain. But I was really trying to enjoy it - up to my extent lah... 

Aku dengan buncit gastric, buncit nak period. Hanya disebabkan aku berat je la aku tak terbang cam belon. Paham tak? Hahaha. Nak pergi tu pun, nak sarung baju pun dah exercise teroook!

So untuk memperjelaskan lagi keadaan dalam ruang senaman tersebut, it was kind of laidis...

I was like... "Okaylah whatever whatever..." guling bijik mata ke atas and JUST DO IT! Kah kah kah... Obviously my way la kan.

Ye lah. I oso don't exercise. Sebab dah memang berpeluh menanti, dah sakit kepala tunggu keluar masuk kereta... aaaaah... ye lah. I just don't like to sweat because I sweat terrible. And then when I exercise, I kenot cover my head bikos it will make me mad. 

Like how, mad?

Be like, "What la laidis PUNYA HOT, MAKE ME RIMASSS *cabut the tudung campak to the ground, jump on it many times* (insert all kinds of shouts and screaming here. Last only got little bit nangis. Aih. I terrible this.)???!!!!".

Some what laidis...

Or laidis...

And mixture of this...

And this...

Aih, I so terrible. 

Yang mungkin antara sebab sebenarnya adalah bengang dengan diri sendiri je bikos the worst critic is always yourself. Macam, 

...benda boleh buat, tapi kenapa tak nak buat? 

Lepas dah tu dah boleh buat, kenapa tak boleh nak buat? 

Dah memang kena buat, tapi kenapa tak buat? 

Betul ke tak boleh buat?

*Tergumam jap*

Okay jangan nak sambung soalan tu. Sebab tetiba otak Mak dah jadi blank. Oopsie... sendiri tulis, sendiri triggered. I sentap dengan diri sendiri. 

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pehal bodo betul pompuan ni. Dah la kelas tu malam ni.............

So...

I still...

Have to be looking forward to tonight's class... la kan?

(Quiet) yeayyy... 

Good luck to me...

(Walaupun sebenarnya rasa sedeynakmatey...)

Kbai.